`M&M 4eva

Sunday, April 17, 2005
tis will b the last time i blog.. there is no more m&m.. no more.. haiz..well, it started at 27 may 2004.. n ends at 16 april 2005.. i dunno wat happen.. i am still blur.. but i know her hearts is no longer v me.. n conclusion.. she decided to leave me.. well.. if i say i am not hurt, n happy.. i am abnormal.. i am not a human.. i really love her.. the feeling tat i toward her nvr decrease.. nvm.. cus i suck.. my heart hurts.. tis time.. it really hurts.. deeply hurt.. i dunno how to cure it.. haiz.. when she said she wanna break up with me tat time.. i actuali cried.. but i kept on tinking.. no poiny being couple if she doesnt have feeling for me anymore.. well.. i understand.. distance n age is the barrier of our relationship.. i dun mind.. but it hurts.. i dun blame her for dumping me.. i dun blame her for din retrieve wat she promise.. i dun n i really meant it.. dun tink tat way.. i am jus finding a way.. to cure the wound of my heart.. i cant.. i deleted my frenster acc, yafro, n my hi5's.. cuz i wanna forget everything tat i done with her b4.. but do u tink i can by just doing tat??.. i cant.. i really cant.. it is all in da past now..... *sobz* no one understands my feeling.. *sigh* i cried for 1 day 2 hrs ady.. jus tinking back bout wat i done for her, i ady crying non-stop.. haiz.. anyway.. if she is reading tis.. dun feel sorry.. no point feeling sorry for a guy tat u dun love anymore.. no more value in yr heart.. forget me.. bye bye n c ya if there is a chance...(T.T)

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
i love mag!! hehe.. mag lover.. erm.. i got nothing to say ler.. my comp got virus..
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tis is for mag!! hehe !!

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if i get to c mag in real life.. everything in my life in beautiful now.. even keshin, nazeera, esther(klba), n PUAN ROKIAH!! haha!!

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Saturday, March 05, 2005
i won the msskl pudu zone single title.. n tis is the 8th time i beat jo yew.. he sucks!! he sucks!! he trained so hard but still kenot beat me.. u know y..? cus mag is supporting me.. mag.. i love you.. muacks!! hehe..

single under-15---> axel babi ho khek mong beat asshole badminton freak lee jo yew.. 15-13 0-15 15-6

double under15--->
axel leng lui daisy han bao bao babie honey darlz magmong mong mong ho khek mong(my real name) & shubben wong keng yew lost to soon keon n lau wee kiat.. 10-15 13-15

hehe.. tat's all i tink.. hehe.. i love mag.. miss her so muchie now.. wondering wat is she doing now leh..? is she tinking of me now?? aiks.. i perasaan only ler.. she got so manyt hings to do.. ok.. byez..!

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
heloo.. i am back i guess.. hehe.. erm... anyway.. many much things happen in tis few weeks.. n i din bother to blog.. cus i am lazy to move my fingers.. hehe.. erm..
first of all... i wanna beg mag to go n c doctor.. consult wat is wrong.. i relaly mind.. pls.. i love you... it will b alrite.. if u cant go on9 n chat with me.. but health is more important.. seriously.. it iis really bad.. if u wanna chat with me n u lose yr health.. damn.. i will b damn guilt.. pls ler.. i beg u...!
second: i won da pudu zone first round.. n i am really pissed woith some of my sucky frenz.. hu treat me as best fren in front of me n trying to hurt me at the abck of me.. babi cicak.. u know hu i meant.. ok ler.. i dun mind.. but wat for u all try to hurt a innocent leng luiz like me?? lolz..
third.. i miss mag like babi cicak.. really miss her..
forth: wat hapent o da jay chou cd tat i gave her.. where did it went.. into the laut china selatan arh??? y? i jus wanna give her as valentine present.. but y it cant b delivered..? shit.. babi ccak betul.. ngong ngong chi chi da DHL..
fifth: i love mag..!
sixth:i realise guang liang songs oso not really tat bad.. during 27 tat time.. i went out to pudu plaza n bought a cd.. cus i wanna download da mtv into my comp n send to mag.. oh gosh.. i spent bout 3 hrs on tat.. but da file is too big n when it is going to finish tat time my comp suddenly disconnected.. wat da hell..? y da god dun wanna let me do sumthign well..
i really got nthg to say ler.. but i really love you mag.. all da thing tat i wanna mention is.. i will love you 4ever..!
i wanan dedicate tis song for mag..---->

i forgot how long it is.. never herd of u again.. u r telling me yr favourite story again.. i kept on tinking.. i am worried.. issit because i did sumthing wrong again..? u cried n tell me all the things inside da fairy tale r lies.. it is impossible for me to become yr prince.. mayb u will dunno.. but since da day u said 'i love you' to me.. the star at my sky are lighten up.......

i WISH i can b da angel tat u love in the fairy tale story.. open wide my hands.. turn it into wings n protect u.. u must belif tat we will b like da couple inside da fairy tale.. happiness will b the end of the story..

i WANT to b the angel tat u love in the fairy tale.. open my hands wide n protect u..belif tat we will b like wat happen in the fairy tale.. happiness will b the end of da story..

i WILL be the angel tat u love in the fairy tale.. open wide both of my hands, turn into wings.. n protect u.. u must belif.. we will b like fairy tale. happiness n happy will b the end of the story.. le's write da story together mag!! muacks..

it is very nice.. i really hope tat i can sing tis song to mag.. although i know my voice sucks like wat she mention in her blog.. if i sing then it will rain.. haha..i love her... n i meant it!!!!!!!!lastly.. i wanna say.. everybody got their own love story.. n i wanan create a nice.. lovely love story will my darlihng..donald lu lu maggie mag leng chai babie magdelene chin tze lu!!
bye!! i love you darlz..! dun ever doubt my love to you muacks!!

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Thursday, February 17, 2005
so so so long time nvr blog.. dunno wat to say oso.. em.. nothing much happen lor.. my retarded sister had gone.. that's the only thing i am happy aboout.. erm.. then.. i sent a jay vcd to mag.. dunno whether she can receive onot.. i pray hard.. tat vcd is actually.. hehe.. not cetak rompak.. but real!! dun b jealous jay chow fan.. all jay's album.. r for mag only.. muacks!! i love her so much.. heh.. bye.. nthg to say..
i love mag
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that is the only thing i wnna say lor.. i love her.. mag arh!! i love u!!! listen up!! i llove u 4ever!! n ever!! n ever!! n ever!!! n ever!!!! n ever!!!!! n ever!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!!!!! muacks!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
life sucks.. nobody care bout me......... sad chinese new year... haiz...

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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
today arh... nthg happen la.. yesterday was foo keng suin birthday party.. so happy.. i went to his birthday party.. we ate damn lotz of food.. hehehe.. ahha.. oh yea.. foo dare me to eat seafood.. n both of us ate.. erm.. i tink two big plate.. suprisingly.. my face din go red.. pimples din pop out.. omg omg.. tats supre weird.. hehe.. erm.. wel.. i wanna blog bout one guy.. name koh kah chung.. dun really know how to spell his name.. his nickname are mr.semangat, gozilla or lan c zai.. he arh.. very the lan c.. today. i played one match with him.. while playing with him.. he kept on shouting once he get one point from me.. but then.. he so lousy.. haiz..he arh.. so lan c.. n said.. gif me one year ime i beat u.. shit shit shit.. i am so pissed.. aiyoh.. nthg to blog about.. bye..

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